Blessed
I’m just so blessed to haf great frens around me. Who will be there when i need them, n try all their best to help me up again. Teaches me a great lesson wif wat im gng through. Not wat u planned, will turn out rite. The one u cherish the most, trusted the most, n depended the most, could be the biggest traitor in ure life. That person could just flip ure life around wif a simple doing, n walk away smiling. While u are left on the floor, bleeding slowly….tormented by the excrutiating beat of ure heart…gasping for a tiny sympathy u can grasp on frm him. It’s hard. Really hard. U just feel like giving up. Quitting. Coz u feel like u will never breathe again. Choked by ure own blood.
*sigh*
Too many things were associated with. So basically now, wherever i turn to, i’m surrounded with bitter sweet memories. Each time such feeling arises, a tear will be shed. A tear of desire n hope, of sympathy and acceptance. And wif that each tear, i counted, to remind myself the number of times he slashes me. So that i will never turn back, and continue to march forward with my head held high.
To all my dear frens, thank u for the concerns n support. Now i knoe, i’m loved by others. A sincere love. I may not be able to repay all ure deeds, but i pledge u my friendship. A sworn tie that will never be broken. Without u guys, i will not be standing right now. Without u, i will not haf realized that i’m grieving over something that should haf ended long ago. And without u, i would haf forgotten how to laugh…smile….n laugh.
*sigh*
Thank u my frens.
PS: u knoe who u are…
