LoSt in Tis WorLd

I dun knoe y…maybe we are cursed or sumting, or maybe god hates NR0410 so much, that whenever we planned to have a class BBQ, it will rain. It was a good thing that it wasnt a heavy downpour but we still had to do the same stunt again this year, BBQ-ing under the shelter using an aluminium tray. Kevin n Hahn was the earliest. And us being girls….haha…it’s just inevitable for us to not not be late. Apologies to our “macho man-s” kevin n hahn and to our “china beauties” luying n qiu xiang. hahha….yah, we knoe that we were like 1 hr late. But at least we were not THAT late like the “charcoal person”. Of all the people, the “charcoal person”, who provides all the charcoal n all the BBQ equipment had to be 2 hr late. They are the most important ppl in this event n yet, they can be super duper late. hahah….i’ll show u the culprits later.

Noting much for me to say, so here’s the photos….

Aisyah, me n Hid at Su’s place helping her out wif her “famous” shepherd’s pie. Doesnt look like much help does it.

Trying to start the fire, it was drizzling outside, that’s y we had to do it INSIDE.

She’s the culprit one. That 2 hr plus plus late “charcoal person”…But still, thank u for getting the charcoal for us ah girl.

Feasting under the shade while the guys tries to set up some fire at the pit.

Our life-size “fire starters”…although one of them actually look kinda retarded, they rae still use-able. *ahakz*

Photo taking session time!!! the cuties in our class who were able to make it.

NYYuuUuMMm!!! sting rays in banana leaf…*ssSSssllLluuurRrrrPppp*

OUr chefs at work; Go Sita!! go Hahn!!!

OUh somewhere in the later part of the evening, all my frens were acting kinda strage. it’s like those “full moon effect” kinda tingy. They started dragging me along to all parts of east coast BUT the pit itself. Well my dear frens, u were kinda obviouslah. I already suspected wat u guys were gonna do so thats y i just tagged along wif all ure “lets go here…let’s do tis….” coz i didnt wan to ruin the “surprise” u planned. haha…BTW, i already saw the cake WAAAaaaaay before the BBQ starts. But i did kept to my promise didnt i?…I promise to act surprise..n i DID!!! Thank u for the yummy-licious chocolate cake u guys bought for me. Even if it’s already 1 week due, i appreciate the effort. Thank u very much.

NO, i wasnt trying to the chicky-dance. It’s that shusilah trying to pinch my precious lil’ cheeks….

Whats birthday bash all about if there isnt going to be cake smearing session. hahaha….just that this time the Bdae girl gets to smear the cakes on everybody’s face accept hers. muahahha. poor girl, she looks like kena rape.

The late-nite-party-goers. It was already 11pm but we were still snapping pictures.

A small b’dae gift i gt frm sushila, sita, harah, naz, elias, kevin, shenes, saru, hidayah n Asu. haha..thank u people. I love the perfume btw. n guesss wat, this is the first time i own a perfume. keke…thank u once again.

It’s hurting to actually find out that all this while, all these years, someone that u trusted and haf given ure whole life to is the one who would tear u up n eat u alive. Someone that u’d give ure everything , ure heart and soul could just rape that trust and loyalty u had given. No words could explain the pain n torture u caused me. I just couldnt believe u. How could u do this to me…?

Pardon the excitement.

“Just wan to wish myself a happy 20th birthday and hope i’ll haf a good year this year n enjoy my every bits of “_ty” years.”

For those who haf already known abt this special day, well thank u for remembering it. For those who dont or still confuse, just let me enlighten u up. TODAE IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!! And I just turned 20 todae!!! Haha…i’m just so happy. y?? Coz this year’s birthday is “a day to remember” birthday. Unlike all my previous birthdaes, i actually enjoyed this years birthday. Thank u to all the people who made me smile todae.

In less than a year we are all going to graduate. We will no longer be known as students and we can no longer hang out wif our friends as freely as we do now. No more skipping of classes, complaining about lecturers, buying macdonald’s icecream in between lectures or planning class bbq’s. Everything is going to change in less than a year. Before you knoe it, u are gng to be slavering ureself in the workforce. It just kinda scares me. I’m sure the rest feels the same way too. It feels like u’re taking a huge step to crossover and even wif all the attachments u had to prepare u for this kind of thing, u suddenly feel like u are not ready for the world. It’s like, u haf been sheltered n spoon fed so much by schools that when it’s time for u to be on ure own, u just go blank n wish that u can just sitdown n suck on the pacifier all over again. There’s too much responsibility n too much expectations that u ureself doubt ure own capabilities. Somehow u haf to be brave enuf, smart enuf and independent enuf to not drown in the sea of workforce. Throughout my on-off postings, i’ve seen all kinds of characters and behaviours. There are ppl that u can work wif but soem of them are just impossible to handle. So just imagine having to werk wif that person for 3 whole years before ure bond ends. U can just rip every single hair u haf on ure body, or even the person next to u. Apart from the free waxing, just feel the pain u haf to go through each day for that 3 yrs.


i really hope that i’d be able to handle those stress better. I really hope that my journey woulbe a smooth one. And i hope that my frens will be able to cope with their own stress too. I knoe wat u guys are feeling, coz all of us are going through the same stage. After this two weeks, the next posting is going to be our PRCP. Then we are going to be officially known as staff nurses. Lets just do our best k. ONly we knoe how hard it is to be a nurse so that’s one thing all of us should be proud of. Wish u guys good luck and always strive to be better than wat u are now.

When u are busy, time flies really fast. Before u knoe it, 4 weeks of attachments are finally over…so are ure holidays. A week in OT is sure a very short time to learn 101 things. But a week in OT is enough to give u the “feel” n the “experience” of werking with surgeons, dealing with stress within the co-workers n being able to touch the appendix, stomach, kidneys, intestines….etc. 1 week in A&E is as inadequate as OT, but ample enough to experience the rush of adrenaline each time an emergency case was pushed in. Maybe i’m the kind of person who likes to werk in this kind of area, so i’m not surprise if i end up being an A&E staff. Whatever it is, both are as interesting and exciting.

Anyway, i finnally get to catch up with my girlfrens after a very loooooooong “disconnection”. Must be because of the rain….all connections were down. Me n su actually wanted to haf the outing at sentosa, but then decided to just go to a place where we can just sit n talk…n talk…n talk… And since i haf tis craving for Han River again, so…..i tink u knoe the rest of the story lah huh. Service there is still as excellent as the last time i went there, just that maybe they might wan to consider abt expanding their restaurant. Having to squeeze through the tables n chairs on a full stomach is damn uncomfortable. They should make the shop bigger.

It was nice to finally catch up with the girls. Susu had us filled up with her recent IMH posting, like student nurses get molested over there recently, abt one of her patient who loves to pray (especially on others) n got scolded by the nurse who then thought him/her to pray in front of the mirror instead so that the blessings will reflect back onto him/her, about another patient who tries to teach susu how to seduce a guy, and a patient who thinks that she/he got a dick in her/his ass. Me and sangee were just blabbering about our A&E n OT posting…mostly we were complaining about the surgeons and how nauseously self-centered and childish their conversation can be. Aisyah…haha….she did most of the listening but of course she got complain to us about her werk too. Oh well, i think everywhere is the same. There’s sure got to be 1 or 2 of ure colleagues that u just feel like farting in the face n make them inhale every litre of air that goes out frm the namely “asshole”. But if the whole institution is F&*%ed up, then go get a better job.

OOoHH by the way, we forgot to take pictures when there was still food on our plates so wat u are going to see next are mostly empty plates n rubbish. *smilez*

told u that there’ll be empty plates….

never too busy to strike up a pose

It was too late for us to take a picture of the mouthwatering food but here’s a picture of the leftovers. haha!!

Savouring my self made ice kacang!!

Loving couples enjoying their dessert. AAAaaaAaawwWWw….