LoSt in Tis WorLd

Not in the mood to type so basically, i’m just gng to give a summary about my last day in SGH.

Was really excited in the morning coz it was my last day in SGH and also coz i’m gng out wif ijal after my werk. But when i reach werk, all the excitement was gone and “boredness” came to me. Was too lazy to do any werk so basically, i tried to hide myself . Then suddenly i was struck by Mr Panic. I mean, i just realised that i knoe noting about specimen tubes and their forms. These things are actually veri important coz almost everyone that’s admitted, u need to get their blood or urine or watever kind of specimen. And u need to knoe which tube goes to which form. AARRRGGHH~!! Do u knoe how many coloured tubes and types of forms are there!! Man…sometimes i really wonder, am i gng to make it?? How the hell those satff nurses do it??

Anyway, we gave the ward a cake. It’s a blackforest cake i bought frm Cocco shop at Boon Keng. Then at the end of the day, we cut them up and it tasted not bad. Slightly better than the typical cake. After werk, headed back straight home……bathed…….changed…then went to Orchard to meet Ijal. Gave him an early B,dae present (go and ask him if u wan to knoe wat is it) and we went to eat at Sakura at Far East.

the best part was he bought me an early B’dae gift too!! He bought me this really fat turtle plushie, a journal book and 3 Jughead’s comic. Yippee!!! Not even January and i already get my B’dae gift frm him.

WoooOohoOOo`

I really love the turtle. I show it to u guys some other day, kept on forgetting to take a pic of it. It feels just like hugging a fat panda. So fat.

Tmorrow i’m gng to Ijal house. His sis is getting engange and they are gng to haf a small B’dae party for him too. Excited?? Kinda….Nervous?? Absolutely!! I mean, there’s gng to be his whole family and relatives gethering there and i’m like an outsider budging in into the picture. Feel so…outkast. Just hopefully in didnt turn out that way.

Oh yah..before i forgot. Ijal’s bike gt rampage. Maybe not really rampage lah….just some “adjustment”. Some maniac stole his bike’s seat, clutch and something else(couldnt remember). Man….wat is wrong wif this ppl!! Of all the bike, only his bike gt “adjusted”. Somehow, it makes me feel that it’s done by somebody we knoe. Well, we just cant jump to conclusions could we…..Damn u bike “adjuster”!!!

Just wish that u could haf make that *PR…..

Happy Bitrthday sayang!!! Dun worry about the bike….we could share $$ to get new parts k.
muah…

Hate some of the doctors. Especially those who are very higly ranked and damn arrogant. Listen to this n u tell me whether she’s being a bitch or not.

I was at my sattion when my frens came over to me asking me about the difference between PCN and PCNL. That bitchy doctor was there too, doing her werk. Then i told my frens tat i only know PCN is that tube on the patients body and the PCNL is the procedure where they crush the stones in the kidney. The bitch doctor heard, so she turned to me an said “PCN and PCNL are 2 different procedures. Pls get ure facts rite before u make any judgement. U are like indiectly KILLING ure patients.” All of us were like stunt. My in-charge who had just walked in an heard only the last few lines were speechless too.

Ok, so i guess my concept is wrong. As is said, “tats wat i knoe”. I didnt say that i’m an expert in all this procedures thingy. And by the way, u dun even haf to use that bitchy tone of ures or try to be sarcastic. If we are in the wrong, yes, pls do correct us. But pls stop looking down on us, i knoe ur’e like high up there wif all those ‘certs” and degrees but that doesnt mean ppl will respect. N by the way ppl, she’s a consultant, which is very “big”, so i guess u can iimagine how this ppl will behave.

we walked away after being “corrected” by that bitch and asked our staff nurse abt it. Then when i came back to the station (after she haf left) i found my staff nurse in-charge and the Enrolled nurse complaining about her. They say that from last time she’s a bitch. Always looking down on the nurses and always blame on the nurses for not doing their job. The the managemnet of the patient is pooor, she blame the nurses. If the patients are getting well very fast, she says the doctors are very good. What the heck!!! As far as i’m concern, we are like the ones who’s sweating our ass off caring for the patients the whole day where selse, they “doctors” only sees the patient just for 5-10mins per day and give some orders. And by the way, if the doctors didnt order anything for the patients, we nurses cant do anything too. So if ure “clever’ doctors refuse to do anthing, dun blame us for not mnaaging the patient well. Bitch…

Luckily, tml is already my last day. I cant wait for it. Cant wait to just end the whole posting. If not because of some of those bad “apples” i would haf enjoyed my posting here. Just wonder y some ppl wans to be so arrogant, irritating, and rude. Wouldnt ure day be much better if u just treat everyone nice. U knoe, they haf this saying “wat goes around, comes around” not for noting ok.

Tml i’m gng out wif ijal. Yipppeee!! So looking forward to it. Since this month i’m not going to give my mother any money, so i guess i haf some extra for myself. Oh yah, by the way this morning i acciently tore my contact lens. I dunno how it happened but when i wan to put it, i reallised that one piece is gone. *sigh*. haf to go and make a new one now….

And before i forget, my “lost shoe” is found. Hahah…ended up my “smallie mallie assy hollie” brother wore it to go to werk. Chicken….HE WORE MY SHOE TO MAKE KARIPAP!!!! But anyway, my shoe is safe and in a stable condition so noting to worry.

Miss u sayang

I’m beginning to think that someone’s out there to get me. Never in my life haf been so unlucky like todae. Dunno who jinx me also. Last night, my cat happily urine on my sling bags. yes bagSSSS, my both sling bagSSS. That cat really need to be castrated. Then this afternoon, just when i was about to go to werk, i found out my shoes were gone. GONE!!! HILANG!! VANISHED!! DISSAPEARED!!! Bloody hell…who the hell stole my shoes. That person even took my SOCKS AWAY!!! my gosh…wat kind of a robber is he/she. And i knoe u guys might be thinking y the hell i put my shoes outside rite?? For years, i haf been keeping my shoes in the shelfs outside my house n noting was stolen…not even the socks. Then todae, that person haf just break the record. He/she is the first person to steal it!! Idiotoz!! I curse that person, whoever took it, we will be run down by a dumpster. Or better, whoever took it and wear it, that person will haf the stinkiest feet in the whole world. No choice, i had to use my old shoes, the one that gives me leg cramps.

Was so damn pissed off. I think, on my way to werk, i sulk the whole journey. I really got no mood. Really feel like screaming and slam every single thing/creature/idiots that’s on my way. Then, wehn i was gng down the escalator, i dropped my phone 3 times!!! I swear i didnt do it purposely ok. It feels more of like, someone knock it off my hands. IDIOTOZ!!! When i reach to werk, i gt a blister forming up at my heels. AARRGGHHH!!! I haven’t even start werk and there’s already blister!! how to survive!!! I hate those shoes…i seriously need to get a new one soon. I used 6 plasters and 2 huge tegaderm to cover up those blisters….

Pls excuse me…

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Thats better….

love u sayang

Just checked my skool time table, it’s not as bad as wat my frens were yakking abt. I mean, it’s the typical skool time table that has existed thousands of years ago. What do u expect?? Start at 10am and end at 1pm?? The only day i end early is on Wednesday. Finish at 3pm, so after that i guess i can go and catch a movie or wat…keke.

I haf to get a journal soon. At least before skool starts. I dun need a nice2 expensive ones. Just a simple ones will do….and it HAF to haf lots of pages…..and big too…maybe not so big…just an A4 size….yah, i tink tats it.

Still am not talking to her. But sometimes, i feel tat she’s trying to piss me off but it just wouldt werk. I mean, sometimes when i was around her, she will like PURPOSELY bang and slam things around and sigh loudly or nag to herself, loud enuf just for me and her to hear. But i just dun care….i dun even feel a slight irritant or anger when she does tat anymore. I haf succesfully block myself frm paying attention to any of her nuisance. EUREKA!!! haha…yah i knoe its bad. But as the day goes by, i’m getting more n more tired of her childishness. And from wat i see now, nobody in the house respects her anymore. Kinda pity her, but it’s all her fault. She started it……

HoHOHO!!!
Merry Christmast!!!

Kinda a boring christmast this year. There;s noting on tv except for “Princess Diaries” which i miss coz i was out with ijal. Other than that, basically i just spend my whole day sleeping. Went to meet ijal at 6pm at Dhoby Ghaut. Suppose to haf our dinner at Sakura but i guess walking to Far East frm PS on an empty stomach will be a torture for him ( n for me too i guess) so we ended up eating at BK again. Been wanting to go n see christmast lights at orchard with him, so at last, he agreed to bring me there. hehe..muah! The day didnt turn out the way i expect it to be but, oh well, u win some u lose some rite..? I even missed gazing the most exciting part of christmas lights in the middle of orchard due to some unavoidable dispute…..*sigh*. well at least we made it up after tat….i think.

No fun.

No fun at all….

Miss u. muah

Cant believe some ppl can just be so bitchy….

Just imagine somebody owe u a big some of money and refuses to pay. Dun u just feel like punching that bloody arse face.

Thats wat i feel like now. although it’s not my money, but it’s my future husbands money.

Bloody bitch. If onli i could get my hands on her…

U’re dead bitch.

Sic!!